I had to get rid of some excess baggage that was weighing me down. As an independent contractor I was working with a friend of mine, but my friend turned out to be a Jekyll and Hyde type of person. I never knew what his real temperament was until he was dealing with some people that didn't want to pay us. He strong armed them into paying. Since I worked for him and I wanted my money, I didn't care that he did that... I was sort of proud of him... but shocked at the same time... anyway... I didn't care that he used these tactics as long as I wasn't the target.
Well now I am the target... so... I think it is time to drop some dead weight. He wanted me to help him with his dream. I was part of it, he said. He said he couldn't do it without me. I don't know... but he did leave lots of the managing to me... while he did God knows what.
Well.. now he has turned his temper on me and he is trying to extort money out of me... he said he paid me too much.. he didn't. He paid me for services rendered. Now he is mad at me, so he wants to change things.
The fact is... his dream isn't coming together. In fact, his little dream is a sinking ship... he wants Trish.. a business woman with him.. and she won't touch him with a 10 foot pole.. maybe even a 30 foot pole.
The last couple of days I have been able to eat just small amounts and to feel full. I'm feeling better and lighter because I have this dead weight off my shoulders... he will have to do all that work from now on.
Maybe he will get Martha to do his work for him... and then when he gets his fill of her, he will turn on her. He is going to lose lots of people.
I didn't want to put my weight down here, but I was 305 this morning I think... I'm not going to weigh every day.. I don't want to obsess about it... I just want the new changes in my life to take place.
Weight: 305
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