Monday, October 3, 2011

Had a better night last night

I've been really stressed out over the way Kevin treated me.  It's okay.... it's over now... for me ... anyway.  I went to bed early last night due to pain in my left jaw. I had clenching pain in my jaw and then the nerves in my face were affected. My face felt like a big spider web was draped over my face. It was that creepy feeling you get when you mistakenly walk into a spider's web.

By the time I was feeling that sensation on my face, I started to get aphasic. I was unable to speak. I was still able to think though.  I was typing and I usually enunciate when I type... I couldn't do that last night. I couldn't speak at all.  In about 10 minutes the sensation was gone and I was able to speak again. I know it is stress. It's a conversion disorder, or a conversion reaction.

I'm much more able to deal with my eating. I time myself to eat a small amount every 3 hours and then I don't eat anything after 8 PM.

Weight: 303.

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